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[18 Feb 2004|11:42pm] |
its over
ive had enough
i want to run away
with the rain
run as far as my heart takes me
and i will be content on wherever i end up
becuase i know that im far away
from you
even though i have to refrain myself
from running to your front steps
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| RAIN! |
[18 Feb 2004|11:08pm] |
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hey guess what?
it rained.
fuck me.
IT RAINED
how fucking weird is that.
RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN
damn damn damn
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[17 Feb 2004|11:28pm] |
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hes BACK
dunno if thats good
or bad.
hmmmm..
check me in the paper tomorrow.
we will take a poll
comment on wether u think its a good thing or bad one
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[16 Feb 2004|09:12pm] |
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My tale begins late one night on the 2nd Thursday in the month of February.
Not only had i been up late, but i was buzzing on a couple cans of soda, trying to keep me awake through the horrendous evening. It must have been only 9 o clock, but the night was quite dreary.
THe people who were on, were not talking to me, so i just sat amidst the music softly pouring out of my computer speakers. Sad songs, the kind of songs that make your heart melt and your eyes tear up. I had recieved the greatest of news earlier on that wednesday, so i was still in this state of utter bliss. Until he happened.
Only a few days ago i admitted to myself that i liked him. To my dismay, this was not a smart decision. Here i am, staring at the computer screen, the arrow right over his name, and here i am, sitting, waiting.
The moment never happened that night, becuase he was in own state of bliss that left me puzzled and bewildered. And me, being a sad pathetic little creature, called upon my friends to make him notice. However he still did not notice. He thought i was perfectly fine and that nothing could bring me down; little did he know he was the one bringing me down.
But i could not be mad at him for this, for in my eyes he is amazingly unperfect. I would not want him to be perfect. I want him to be the way he is, only mine. Though now i have accepted the fact that he is not mine and will never be, i shall simply cry the day untill he is mine. However long that may be.
Friday the 13th will be accounted for later...if i get around to it
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[15 Feb 2004|02:37pm] |
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im not going to complain becauase shannon will yell at me,so it was an 'alright' valentines day.
arizona is interesting.
call my cell if you feel the need.
but im sure you dont.
ps. anyone know the jv girls score?
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[12 Feb 2004|10:41pm] |
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if only he knew...
Horoscope: Today, your body may really be in control of your mind. If you are tired, stressed out, or lacking vitamins, today's aspects will only make things worse; you will feel extremely out of it and even very down. If, on the other hand, you have been in great shape over the last couple of weeks, you'll be as high as a kite and things will be a lot easier at work and in your personal life. Which will it be for you?
Love: You may be going through something of an experimental phase, as far as your love life is concerned. The planetary configuration indicates that this may continue at least for today, especially as you seem undecided as to which one of the many potential lovers you would like to spend more time with. It is probably best to continue in the same lighthearted vein, at least for the foreseeable future.
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[11 Feb 2004|08:26pm] |
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I HAVE GOOD NEWS!!!!
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| my day in full detail |
[09 Feb 2004|10:28pm] |
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I feel like having a really meaninglessly long entry. Like in that article about how no one talks about anything interesting in their live journal. so here it goes. (and in complete sentences TOO!)
Last night i finally fell asleep at around 1:30. Then my alarm went off around 6. But of course, i hit snooze. 5 minutes later, it went of again. So i hit snooze once more. I dread waking up in the morning. Around 6:47 my mom taps at my door and I hear her faint voice telling me it's time to get up. I roll over and stare at the dumb clock, then finally sit up. Disoriented because of the lack of light, i fumble over to the window shade and open it. LIGHT!
I get up out of bed, and its cold as hell. Oxy moron, i know. I make my way to the closet, half asleep, dreary, with my eyes as slits, barely open. As i turn on the closet light, my pupils shrink at an alarming rate. Even more disoriented, i fumble around trying to get clothes off of hangers. I sloppily get dressed then search for my tv remote. Once i found it, i clicked on MTV; they were playing Chingy's One call away.
Soon after i am fully dressed, i walk around in search of makeup. THen i did what most girls do when they find makeup, they put it on.
It was around 7:03 and the music video for hilary duffs "come clean" came on. I dont really like hilary duff, but that song doesnt bother me. maybe because it has to do with rain. I like rain, but that is a different story.
I put on shoes, and gather all my books and sports things. I carry them out to the living room and warily wander over to the kitchen to see whats for breakfast. Waffles. Eggs. Orange Juice. Yogurt. YUM! Oh, and the yogurt is STRAWBERRY yogurt.
WHen i finished eating breakfast, it was time to head to school.
As i arrive at school, i see shannon's moms car only a few cars ahead of me, so i knew shannon had just arrived. I walk past the LRR and enter the quad. I dont even bother to ask anyone where shannon is, because she always goes to the biology room. So i make my way through the quad and to the biology room. She and Rohini are in there. Shannon's reading english homework and Roh is studying for history. I ask shannon if she will walk around with me, and she volunteers to take me to drop off my books.
On our way to ogle. we pass luke. He says his somber hellos and walks on. Shannon and i just laugh until we finally arrive at ogle. I put my back pack and books down trying to avoid eye contact with mr. ogle because if i make eye contact with him i knew that he would talk to me about something basketball related. And like always, history repeats itself. He brings up the Stanford-Arizona game. I say a few random facts about it, then leave the room.
Shannon and i then make circles around the quad talking about things. Then vincent joins us. We stop on the sophmore hill to talk about morgan and tay. It was fun for more reasons than one. But only shannon and vincent know why i liked that chat, or more like our location.
However, clock reads five til 8 and vincent has to leave to go across campus. So shannon and i walk back over to biology, when sam arrives with a mullet haircut. BOY oh BOY was it interesting. But i dont really care much so i go off to english.
English was the same as it always was.
Announcements, notes, and stupid discussions about what the hidden meanings are. To spice things up andrew brings in his little Prospective student. Russell. The kind of kid who would have tea with the queen on a daily basis. He was homeschooled and had impecable manners and greeted mr ogle with such respect.
THen off to biology. More notes. More powerpoints that i couldnt read because of my missing glasses. Oh well. thats what printouts are for.
In spanish class, there was a quiz. Before class officially started, shannon and i were studying when austin came in with a stack of flags. We all had a good laugh, after austin left, then it was time to take the quiz. it was incredibly easy.
Health was dumb. weight room. dumb dumb dumb.
We had a special schedule today because of an assembly. Tai chi and South american music. OH JOY. it was so boring. i ended up making paper clip hearts. isnt that exciting?
Lunch was lunch. long line. But i got chris(a senior) to cut in line and get me food. it helps to have friends in high places.
Math was boring. Math was review. But it was the perfect time to do my last night bio homework. There is a test tomorrow in math. I am less than thrilled.
THen off to history. I had a dinky dumb quiz and a shit load of notes. Dicky talks to much in that class. he needs to shut up. seriously!
8th period art is just like it always is. Mr marienthal talking about shading techniques and all of us ignoring him talking about parties and who's going out with who. your standard high school gossip. Caitlin wasnt there today. so it was exceptionally quiet.
Finally, 2:30 arrived. Freedom. (somewhat). i went to 7-11 with shannon and vincent. I got a slurpee and cheetos. Isn't that the best combo of food for right before practice? Damn right it is. But practice was at 4:30 so it had two hours to digest.
I forget what we all talked about afterschool. All i remember is vincents, brocks, phils, and my conversation about hooking up and casual sex and fucking strangers.
Soon it came time for practice. It was filled with running and shooting drills. I like. i like. except my groin wasn't too happy about all the running.
At the end of the practice, we always end with free throws. We only made one out of seven. And i was the only one who made it. Ive gone from totally off to money shot. Cha-ching.
But we didn't end up running suicides. THANK GOD!
I went home around six, and did my homework, checked basketball rankings, and ate dinner. Rice pilaf and corn. I wasnt really in the mood for MEAT tonight.
So four hours later. here i am now, writing this epic.
My hand is cramping up, so im going to stop now.
Caio lads.
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[09 Feb 2004|06:31pm] |
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i love everyone but seriously. sometimes people need to let go.
Sure. we all hate our parents.
Thats no reason to kill ourselves.
Sure. we hate what they put us through.
But its no reason to stop living.
Sure. you Think that the world would be better without you.
But if you were really thinking, you wouldnt think that at all.
Sure. we all go through it.
Its teen angst and teen drama.
we all go through it.
we all get out of it.
So come on.
Live a little.
No pun intended.
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[08 Feb 2004|08:31pm] |
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tell me hes nothing but bad for me..
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| fresh start |
[08 Feb 2004|03:19pm] |
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i dont know what to think anymore.
I hate him. but i can't. Actually, i don't hate him. I hate the things he's done, but i don't hate HIM. sure, he hurt me, and did things to me that i never want to experience again but every moment i have with him, i cherish it.
I couldnt imagine never seeing him again. i couldnt ever imagine not talking to him.
every time i see him, i breath a sigh of relief even though it pains me at the same time.
TOday is different. today i dont care. today, it doesnt matter. Today, im letting all of those bad memories go. TOday i want to start over. TOday is a new day, a new beginning.
the only thing that bothers me still, is the fact that he will go for everyone and anyone BUT me. i might as well start my own leper colony. but it will be a FUN leper colony.
tell me if ya wanna be quarentined with me..
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| basketball fever! |
[07 Feb 2004|09:42pm] |
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fINALLy!
Usd actuall beat Santa Clara. And brandon rohe got the crappiest hair cut. and he no longer wears his cool socks. whatever. he jynxed it.
Gonzaga beat LMU. like ALWAYS! 87-57. ha. there was no competition whatsoever.
earlier today i watched the Standy Arizony game. SOO GOOD. i kinda wanted arizona to win cuz my grandparents live in tuscon. but yeah. so i was really excited when arizona tied and pulled ahead.
BUT I HAVE TO SAY TEH BUZZER BEATER was so fucking cool. best i have seen ever. not only was the stanford guy like two steps past half court but he had a bad angle and SWISHED IT. hot dAAAAAAAaaaAmn.
i download tipsy and every time i play it i think of tessa. LMAO!
i met some guy at the usd game. he. he. he. he.
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this was just the perfect ending to the worst day
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| survey i stole from vinnie |
[05 Feb 2004|09:53pm] |
who...:
are you?: shanatalie
are your best friends?: ionno
do you love?: hmmm lemme think?!?! if ur reading this im pretty sure you know who
do you hate?: the selbinator (said in high pitched voice)
can you trust most?: no one
would you call if you woke up and found one arm missing?: The malasyian Arm amputee rescue service
is the sexiest (apart from your boy/girl friend)?: i have a long list: john, austin, eric, james, oh hell. i could go on FOREVER
do you have most in common with?: shanatalie's counterpart
would you throw in a meat grinder?: the selbinator
do you admire?: luke
what...:
are your bad habits?: oh hell. another long list. missing free throws?
is your favourite band?: long list long list. my fave of the moment: usher
sense (sight touch etc) would you lose if you had to?: smell
gender are you?: female
did you dream last night?: i dunno
do you think of george bush?: I hate him.
is the biggest mistake you've made?: falling for john
'special' skills do you have?: haha basketball, making people laugh, being stupid
is you're biggest pet peeve?: when a gonzaga game isnt televised
colour is your room?: white
should you do more of but don't?: not make jokes about people even though im joking.
is your best quality?: my bubbly vivacious personality
least?: my anger
celebrity would you push off the face of the planet?: jessica simpson
cartoon character is most like you?: wonderwoman
country do you wanna live in?: USA
colour are your socks?: white
do you never leave home without (apart from shoes)?: i would say glasses but uh..yeah.
How..:many people have you kissed?: winky winky. thats just another long list hehe.
many cds do you own?: quite a few
long can you sit in science and just, listen?: do i have to listen or can i daydream?
many piercings do you have?: ears..sorta
do you get someones attention?: yell their name
smart are you?: extremely
confident?: VERY sorta
long have you known your best friend?: i onno
is avril lavigne so full of herself?: shes ugly she needs to die
old are you?: 14
many siblings do you have?: 3
often do you get drunk?: jeeeelo shooters!
do you feel about religion?: dont care
long can you hold your breath: do i look like i would be dorky enough to find out?
where...:
were you born?: san diego
is your favourite place to just piss about?: the bathroom?
is your favourite place to shop?: everywhere
is the computer in your house?: my room
would you go if you ran away?: lukes house
is the worst place you've ever been?: i donno
the best?: hahahah! if you know me, you know where. (hint: its in texas!) hehe
would you like to be right now?: *in texas*
can you see yourself in 10 years?: i dunno
are you spending new year?: places
was the first place you remember visiting?: Las olas resaurant in del mar
do you work?: school?
are you going after this?: sleep
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[05 Feb 2004|07:26pm] |
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today at the basketball game (which we won 27-25) i pulled my groin muscle.
How? i have no idea
I didnt know i could pull one, let alone i had no idea i HAD one. but yeah.
it hurts like a bitch.
I have iced it twice, ive taken some motrin shit, and it shall be bandaged. Holy fuckin moses.
i was doing so well in the first half, but then during half time i thought my hip was all funky so i stretched it and i guess i pulled my groin or something. IT SUCKS.
Math quiz was easy.
I got an 89 on history.
Bombed biology. like always.
GAHH! i hope i can play tomorrow against Bishops.
I just have this weird superstition that if i dont start or jump, then my game sucks. ANd so far, its held true.
So i gotta jump tomorrow. GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA!
the schedule for HOOP IT UP NIGHT goes as follows:
3:00-jv girls
4:30-jv boys
6:00-varsity girls
7:30-varsity boys.
I recommend going to the varsity boys game. they are so good.
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[04 Feb 2004|10:43pm] |
i fucked up my jurnul and i need vinnies HELP. check ur email BUDdy!
oh wells
i helped phil spruce his up a bit. HA!
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[04 Feb 2004|06:27pm] |
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im caving to peer pressure, haha shanatalie!
Today was fun.
I did really bad on the bio test. oh well. theres plenty more.
During lunch, sammy and i were walking to the office, and on our way back to actual civilization, we saw The Jacuzzi Mastah picking up trash, so i told her to ask him what he did. But she was too scared. So i asked him.
"Pants" He's a man of few words.
Had basketball pictures taken. I had an individual one done, then a buddy one with tessa, then we had our team picture taken. OH JOY!
Practice was lame. like always.
Afterschool was hilarious. Shannon and I were joking about the weirdest shit and i put my jacket on UPSIDE down. not inside out or backwards but upside down, so the collar was at my waist. How sad is that.
then jp and shanny and derek and i chilled for awhile until they all left.
"next time when your sister behaves badly in public tell her that when we go back home she will have to go back in her cage" then youll get strange looks.
or ask her if she wants to go back on her leash. HAHHA
watching the texas utah game but its not interesting. texas is up by 11. how BORING!
_shanatalie_
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[03 Feb 2004|09:08pm] |
just finished watching the Gonzaga Documentary on ESPN2. its so weird to hear them talk. they all seem so cool. especially cory and adam morrison. and apparently adam doesnt like to take showers. ew. hehe. Cory was so cute and they showed him walking in the hallway and hes SO TALL compared to everyone else.
my layout is a pic of him getting very excited after a game. i dunno which game though. it has to be this year though, because ronny is #35 and last year ronny was #1. so hmm..
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| basketball fever! |
[03 Feb 2004|07:50pm] |
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11:05 left in the 2nd half of the Florida-Kentucky game. Kentucky is higher on the AP poll and is down by 4. 47-43. just thought you should know.
we had a game today. SDJA. we won, 42-8. haha. and i scored 10.
then i went to go watch the jv boys and the varsity boys battle it out with san degiuto academy. even though it wasnt really a battle, more like us slaughtering them.
Scott was cheering so loud the WHOLE TIME.
he was also in "love" with austin. haha
"Give the ball to austin. CUZ HES A WINNER!" hehe. no pun intended right scott?
"if i was a girl i would totally do austin." thanks for the info scott haha.
and i bought my lukes loonies shirt from jared. MUAHAHA. cant wait until friday. fun stuff.
HOOP IT UP NIGHT! so you better GO!
Update: Florida up by 11 with 8:41 left.
i should be doing my homework, aka the bio lab. but im too lazy.
ehh. i have practice tomorrow. OH JOY!
"EVERYONE LOVES LUKE! i mean how can you not?!?!" lol scott. you are just so damn funny. and loud.
Gonzagas next game is in two days and O FUCKERS! there will be a documentary on them on ESPN2 tonight at 8:30 so fucking watch it. they MIGHT show a pic of cory.
and SAMMY..next time DONT USE THE TRASH RECEPTICLE.
oh and for real world tonight. my step mom might be on cuz shes the lawyer defending robin. i think. or she might be the lawyer of the guy prosecuting robin. either way. she might be on. muahahhaa.
_college hoops guru_
natalia
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| Weekend Updates |
[02 Feb 2004|05:38pm] |
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Justins birthday was on Saturday. Kudos to him. hehe. How old are you? hhaha dont i sound oddly familiar?
Saturday i went to TGI fridays with sam and fam. sam found a 100 dollar bill and returned it to its rightful owner. the guy then gave sam ten bucks for bieng "honest." i wish i found it!
Then sunday was superbowl sunday. Obviously. I went to the winner's for it. i learned how to play texas hold em poker. i cant teach you, so dont ask me too. overall, its safe to say austin won.
Patriots won, but if you didnt know that, then you seriously do live under a rock.
got my math test back today. oh that was pure resplendent joy. 56% or 28 out of 50. how incredibly cool. that ties for lowest test/quiz grade. haha. i just dont seem to understand.
i hope boys varsity won. wait. what am i saying. Congrats boys varsity, because its obvious that you won. calvin christian sucks ass.
rachel's getting me a "luke's loonies" shirt for fridays game cuz i love luke OH SO MUCH!
On the College NcAA front:
gonzaga moved up to spot number 8 in the AP poll. MUAHAHA. they will never lose from here on out. YAY!
and i love cory. some call it stalking, i call it love. and its not like im actually stalking him. he lives in fucking spokane. hes just incredibly good.
poor sammy. shes still obsessed with jacuzzi mastah even tho she 'claims' she isnt. tsk tsk. jk. i still love ya.
_queen of college hoops_
natalie
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